oh my god i just switched my major to astrophysics

Fuck all of you and everything and especially me

fuck me for being such a coward that i couldn’t keep my friends, couldn’t ask for help, and couldn’t end it all before it got worse, or end it all now that it is

fuck me for being too depressed and anxious to be useful any more

fuck me for being such an idiot, for failing everyone, and for biting off more than I could chew

and fuck me for not once having the guts to say what i meant and get what i needed and caring too god damn much about things

now get lost

everyone

shows over

go home ( unfollow )

because i fucking give up

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It breaks my heart that I cannot make you feel wanted. Don’t you know you are the stars?

so the house is finally up for sale

i went to its listing and saw pictures of it (though I would like to see it in person before it sells, but the offers are coming pretty quick so I might not get too)

but i just

my home

beautiful and new again

and in no time, it’ll just dissapear forever

I remember when we first move there. I remember every nook and corner of that place. I spent more than half my life there.

and now where am I going to spend my life?

Now where is my home?

i am so fucking sick

someone take me home before i die